You never realize how much it actually hurts. It’s a slow pain, that is easily covered up. We preoccupy ourselves with whatever we can so we can to mask the pain, little do we know it slowly creeps up on us. The littlest things remind mind us of them, yet we try to erase every memory we can so we can just forget, but in doing that we are hurting ourselves even more. Bottling up our pain, and then that moment, that final fucking moment when we realize they are truly gone…

if you are trying to get at someone, just be yourself. Don’t act like someone you are not, because they are going to like you for the wrong reasons. You want to find someone who is going to be your match. Just be honest and stay true to yourself. If they really like you they will accept you for who you are.

I don’t believe in “breaks.” It only means that for the moment in time, you aren’t a couple anymore. So what? You can go fuck with some other person? I mean yeah if we get into a fight or argument and you need SPACE,go ahead get some. But don’t ever say we are taking a break. Fuck breaks.

How easily people fucking change. I’m not even being sarcastic, I find that shit humorous. I mean fuck, one day you think you have close ass friends, then one day you strangers again. I mean it’s crazy how the people you think stay true to themselves are the one’s who change first.

I mean why does the most least expected things happen. 

Sometimes I think I should really just stop, “expecting, and assuming” things.

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It is one of the most painful things we have to face; doesn’t matter if it’s you moving on, or watching them move on. To see someone who you once loved so much, loving someone else… fucking hurts. What is worse is when you are the one trying to move on when they’ve already found someone else. Sometimes though, you just gotta remember to be strong, and if they can be happy, so can you.

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You were really once the most special person in my life. At the time you made my world turn. You gave me a genuine smile that no one else could give me. You put me through the worse times, and brought me to my highest peaks. I’m thankful for everything.  I will never forget or regret what we had. It’s time for me to move on with my life. I’ll enjoy every chapter that we wrote, but in order for me to move on I have to let go. It’s time for you to write a new story. Hopefully in the end our paths will cross again. Right now though, it’s better to grow in our own separate ways. Just don’t hope you resent me, but in time you realize this was for the better.

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Why do we always end up like. Why? I’m so tired of it. Is it you? Is it me? What is it that is keeping us from just being together. I mean damn face it, we are almost perfect for each other. Yet we end up in this cycle of being together, then splitting up. I just want both of us to be happy…. but at what cost? Why can’t we break this damn cycle. 

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I swear girls always put motives behind guys actions. Why can’t some of us just be genuine? Just cause we are talking to you, doesn’t mean we are trying to get at you. Just because we say things to you, doesn’t mean we are going around saying it to every other damn girl. We generalize people on their faults, so if one guy messes up, it means we all mess up. Such bullshit. 

When two people are both hard headed their personalities are bound to clash. It’s hard when it’s with someone you love too. When your significant other has beliefs that contradict yours, you’re bound to have fights. There is always two sides to everything, you have to understand that the other person believes the way they do for their own reasons, likewise with yourself. You just have to learn how to come to mutual agreements with these things or it’s never going to work. It’s just going to become a cycle. 

I want to be somebody. I don’t to be another person just running through college not knowing what they want to do. I don’t want to have a part time job as an adult. It’s time for me to start thinking about my future, my goals, and my aspirations. I want to make my family proud, but even more I want to make myself proud. 

Holding you is the most unrealistic feeling ever. The warmth of my finger tips as I brush through your smooth skin. My heart is racing, breathe is short. The curvature of your body embracing the curvature of mine. Our bodies alined as one, so close that we start to burn up.  Your natural aroma flowing to the tip of my nose.  A thousand thoughts in my head, but one lingers the most; why out of all the people in this world, do you give me the right to hold you. 

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A kiss can last a couple seconds or minutes, but holding your hands? I can hold your hands for hours on end. I don’t ever want to let go. The instant our finger tips brush we are connected, physically and mentally. There’s no longer a you or a me, there is only us. All eyes on us, our greatest sign of affection, jealousy flowing through others, and not cause of our looks, but cause the fact that we can carry on such an action that others cant see the full potential of. Next time you reach for my lips how about you reach for the veins that are directly connected to my heart.

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A Giver is focused on fulfilling other peoples’ needs. They believe they’ll get love and connection in this way. They usually give too much. But they seldom ask for what they want or need. So they get back too little — since others do not have a Giver’s “psychic” ability to see needs. Eventually they break into anger, or just as easily, tears. They, and their partners, get overwhelmed by these emotional outbreaks.

“It hurts too much seeing them with someone else.”

For some people it’s really just never enough. You can do so much for them, give them everything, and still they still want more. I know people can be selfish, but how can you also be so inconsiderate. Why do everything for someone, when they won’t put forth the effort back. It’s only good to put other peoples’ feelings ahead of yours if they will do the same back. 

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